Friday, 1 February 2013

Arshi FF ~FORBIDDEN DESIRE~ (UL II) Chap 05



Chap 05

Never Been Kissed
Their lips were inches apart.
Her angelic eyes closed in anticipation.
His eyes roaming around her facing capturing the effect he has on her.
Her halving chest brushing against his every time, she inhaled his intoxicating aftershave.
Not that he has not felt her before but it was something different. He himself made her sit on his life. He himself held her hair and pulled her close to him. He himself wants to do something which he always held back under his anger. He wanted to Kiss her. He wanted to be kissed. He wanted to devour her lips which played with his senses everytime she kissed him on his chick. He wanted to feel those feathery petels for once before she is gone.
Gone'
GoNE'
GONE'
The word hit him hard. A sense of lose, a sense of insecurity, a sense of hollowness started suffocating him.
His chain of thoughts broke by her whisper "aaarnnnav!" which was hardly audiable.
Slowly he looked at her face one last time and leaned futher to join their lips. He placed his upperlip inbetween her lips and locked her lower lip capture inbtween his lips.
Both of them gasped in unison. The moment their lips matched Arnav closed his yes and pressed his lips further.
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Khushi was just blowing away by his move. The kiss which she always wanted from him, she never thought it will ever going to happen in her life and that too coming from him.
She was just to shocked'blank to react at that moment. She did not know whether to touch him, whether not to touch him. What if he moves back? What if he insults her once gain, what if he regrets this moment in his life? She relaxed her fingers and rested it on the bed finally breathing sigh. She did not want to let go of this special moment, she did not want to pull back, she did not want to disturb him, she just wanted him to kiss..kiss and kiss her.
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Releasing her hair and tucking it behind her ear, he touched her cheeks. With the other hand he touched her back and gave a slight push to make her flush with with him. Travelling up her spine he clutched her nape to complete the unfinished kissed this time locking it even more and moistening it with his lingering saliva.
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the moment Khushi was starting to respond the kiss there was a knock in the door.
"Khushi! Khushi! Beta"
Khushi immediately opened her eyes and realized their position. Arnav was still lost in a different world.
She pulled back immediately and looked at his trance state. His lips were still parted, his eyes closed, his hand holding her firming against him and his face after a long time looked relaxed. As if he was drowning into sleep after many sleepless night.
She started wiggling to get up from him lap and that's when he realized their state. He opened his eyes and looked at her, the first thing he saw was her lips. They were still quivering then her eyes, which was now round as a saucer and fear pretty much evident in them.
He half heartedly released her and she got up. Straightening the crease of her dress she casually combed her hair and ran towards the door.
She immediately bumped into dadi at the door step.
"Daa'di! Aaapne mujhe bulaya?"
Dadi cupped khushi's hiding her smile seeing the blush on her face. She gulped said "YOUR, sammy is waiting for you downstairs". Dadi made sure she pronounced the word your louder.
Khushi faked a smile and ran out from arnav's room.
Dadi stole a quick glance at Arnav and cleared her throat, "erm! How are you feeling Arnav?"
"Dadi! Did you give permission to samrat to meet Khushi before marriage?"
Dadi raised her eyebrows and again gulped her bubbling fits.
"Haan!" she said casually.
"Par dadi, the couples cannot see each other before marriage right?"
"haan, woh to hai, but that is only after haldi", she tactfully corrected.
Dadi knew it very well that Arnav doesnot like samrat around Khushi. And what she witnessed few minutes back before she called out khushi's name, Arnav will go all the more possessive.
"ab chalo, I will ask Khushi to make haldi wala doodh for you. it will hell your wound faster".
"I don't want anything dadi", Arnav angrily said and got up. Leaving dadi behind he walked down to the living room where Khushi and samrat was talking.
**
While descending he was trying to figure out where they were seated. He craned his neck to peep further but the decorations were not helping him to see beyond certain point.
He quickly took few more steps and got down from the staircase. He saw Khushi serving him some tomato juice, smiling.
He clutched his jaws gritted him eat when he saw samrat brushing is finger against hers in the process of grabbing the glass.
Taking few long steps Arnav stood right infront of them.
"hi! samrat, tum yahan?" he asked in a serious tone, devoid of any emotions.
Samrat whose concentration was on khushi's touch practically chocked his drink
"Cough! Cough!"
Samrat saw Khushi who stood glued to her place like a statue.
"COUGH! COUGH!" Khushi came back to her senses and quickly went inside to get him a glass of water.
In the meantime Arnav sat on the single sofa and asked samrat to be seated.
Khushi offered him the glass of water and glanced at Arnav once and looked down.
"thanks!"
Khushi gave a nervous smile to him and was about to leave when Arnav asked her angrily, "don't you know you are not supposed to meet each other before marriage?"
Khushi was awestuck. Since when her arnau started believing all these rituals?
She blinked her eyes few times.
"Arnav! Just relax dude, why you always ready to pound on her?"
"that's between me and her I guess samrat and I am not answerable to you".
"well, you might be her guardian and you have all the right to behave anyways you want to but please don't forget she is going to be Mrs Sehgal soon and I wont be liking much if you scold my wife in front of me. I know you know like he much and you treat her life an orphan".
"ENOUGH SAMMY!" before Arnav could react to his words, Khushi spoke.
"you have no right to talk to Mr Raizada like this".
"but Khushi, I have always seen her behaving so rudely with you".
"so what? He has all the right to talk to me anyways he want to. He is my'
"my'"
"your what?" samrat asked straight on her face.
Khushi's eyes welled up and she felt uncomfortable. She felt bad and bit her lips.
"family he is my family" she said wiping her tears secretly", giving him a hurtful look.
**
Khushi was sitting with her coffee mug, adoring arnav's signature in it. She remember the day he officially became the MD of AR group she took his signature. And from that day she never let go of that mug.
Arnav never had any control over khushi's zid (stubborn attitude) and craziness when it came to him. She was capable of anything and everyone. At one point of time Arnav was really scared of her.
She gazed her engagement dress, which AR has designed and sighed.
She opened her packed suitcase and took out a red gown and brushed her fingers over the fabric.
She remembered how Arnav sent it to her when she told dadi that she will not be attending her farewell party because she did not have appropriate dress to wear.
Since then she thought that she is going to wear that outfit on her engagement.
**
she sat on the stool near her dressing table and started doing her make up.
Her back was entirely exposed as she was combing her long hair bringing them to one side
"hi!"
she looked through her mirror.
His jaw dropped immediately seeing the drop dead gorgeous girl in front of him.
Stunning would be an understatement. He was loss of words seeing the lady in red.
Khushi felt a little uncomfortable, the way samrat was looking at her.
She immediately brushed her hair and made it cover her back. The dress indeed got a very deep back. It just covered till her waist. The entire back was open. There was a jacket to cover her arms and back. But as she was doing her make up she did not put it.
The movement she shifted her hair, a thin bunch of hair got stuck in her zip.
"OUCH!" she screamed in pain holding her hair.
Samrat quickly came to her and tried to help her but they both couldnot manage to open.
After sometime samrat lost his patience and said "lets chop it".
Khushi was shocked.
"Nahi sammy! I cannot chop my hair. I just love my hair and you know that".
"oh please Khushi we are already getting late now, cut this crap and tell me there is the session?"
Khushi bursted out in tears, "how can you ask me to cut my hair samrat?"
"oh Khushi come on, long hair looks tacky'out of fashion you know. I want my wife to look stylish and up to date".
"sammy'i'..i.love'.my hair".
"oh baby cant you do this much for me? Waise bhi it is not going to come out from the zip you have to chop it anyways".
"sam"
"you are not suppose to enter a woman's room when she is dressing up"
Khushi turned to see Arnav standing near the doo.
"she is my wife" samrat spatted.
"WOULD.BE WIFE Mr. Sehgal and these things are not allowed in this house. You can carry on with your romantic moments at your place not here".
"Now if you kindly atten your guest who are waiting for you downstairs, or you want me to attend them on your behalf? I am sure they will not like it right?"
Samrat left her hair and placed a quick kiss on her cheeks before leaving he said "fix this mess soon and come down".
**
Arnav glared at Khushi seeing her top to bottom. Suddenly the anger that he had bottled up seeing samrat and Khushi together in the room whooshed.
Strolling towards her making her go stiff. He stood right in front of her.
This time he checked her out making her aware of the the fact that he is checking her out he said, "so you wanted to seduce your would-be-husband right? How cheap. Look Khushi kumari gupta we belong to a reputated family so please if you wish to expose so much then you better do that once you are'"
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There was a silence.
Stream of tears flowing down her cheeks, her pupil fixed on his eyes. "did he say that?" she thought.
"pehle mama papa ka khooni, aur ab he is calling me characterless?"
Few more minutes of silence she turned towards the mirror and bent to open the drawer.
After fiddling for few seconds she held the scissor.
Facing her back towards the mirror she looked at her back through the mirror and was about to cut her hair which got stuck in the zip.
Her faded vision
Her shaking hands
Was not letting her crop her hair. But her determination made her slid the scissor around the bunch of hair and in once go she tried to chop it.
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she heard a hissing sound made by Arnav.
Unable to bring herself to open her eyes and see her chopped hair she pressed her eyes more.
Arnav just stared at her all the while.
She opened her eyes and met with his. Slowly looking down she she turned to see the length. For a moment she just skipped that the scissor blades did not make a cropping sound. It felt like there was some obstruction.
she realized what she has done, her heart skipped a beat. Her eyes couldnot believe, her mind failed to register and unknownling she has hurt the person she loves the most.
Arnav put his hand in between the scissor blade to stop her from chopping her hair.
How could she let her chop it when he loved her hair the most?
"aaarrrnnn'"
"sssh!" he placed the other finger on her lips and pushed her hand on her back to flush her with him.
He looked through the mirror and shifted the lose hair at one side. He tried to release the hair, which got stuck. But he couldnot.
"I have to slid your zip a little down to release it" he said in a husky tone almost inside her ear, sending tingling sensation.
Khushi's hands gripped his suit on their own accord anticipating his touch on her skin.
The moment his warm finger touched her back she closed her eyes.
Arnav concentrated on the zip looking through the mirror. Khushi was breadthing heavily this time sending him tingling sensation. Her warm, uneven breathing around his nape was not helping him to concentrate. But still he managed to slid out the zip and release the
Slowly he removed her hand from the zip and made him turn towards him.
Their eyes met. His hand touched her bare back. She flinched in his touch.
He removed the hair that got stuck in the zip and added it to the bunch.
Gazing her bare back he pulled her zip up. Loocking it finally he touched her bare back with his knuckles.
Khushi gasped with she felt something liquid.
She immediately turned and took his hand in her hand. He was furiously bleeding now.
"Arnav!" she called his name in her painful voice.
"I am sorry" she chocked.
She ran towards her bedside drawer to get te first aid box.
"bhawgan jane kiski nazar lag gai hai tumko aaj, subha se you are getting hurt".
Wiping madly she held his left hand cleaned his wounds around starting of each finger. the scissor blades cut him just above his knuckles.
She bandaged his index finger and middle finger with leucoplast. The moment she touched his ring ringer she froze.
She looked back to him with questioning eyes'but he remained quite.
She took the leucoplast and bandaged his ring finger.
"Jab job hi hota hai manzore khuda hota hai" when god wants something to happen no one can stop that.
Just like Arnav, who unconsciously slid their khandani ring in her finger, Khushi did the same thing with the leucoplast. Whether any of them believes it or not but both got engaged to each other.
"YEH TO HONA HI THA"

Sunday, 27 January 2013

Arshi FF ~FORBIDDEN DESIRE~ (UL II) Chap 04




Chap 04

It Hurts to see you hurt

He shut the door behind leaving behind a bewieled Khushi who stood rooted in her tracks.
"did he just slid that ring in my finger? his mother's ring? And that too before my engagement?" she tought.
She could not compose herself to see the ring in her finger. closing her eyes she recapitulated that happened few minutes back. Hoe he slid that ring in her finger, forcefully.
On the other hand, closing the door he touched his forehead on the door. Remembering his deed few minuted he fisted his fingers and slowly banged on the door.
Khushi slowly slid agaist the wall on which she was leaning and hugged her knews. Keeping her head on her knees she slowly stretched her fingers. Her eyes slowly fell on the ring.
"its beautiful" she thought. Her eyes welled up. And to top it all her anru had made her wear her favorite ring.
She lifted her hand and brought it near her lips. Kissing the ring her lips quivered. Her tears ready to explored. "mumma, I miss you. why mamma why arrnu think that I am the reason for you and baba's death? Mumma how can I ever make him believe my words? Will he ever respect her feelings towards her?
Suddenly reality hit her. Wiping her tears she tried to open the ring which he has given her. "he has no right to give me this. Kal ke baad mere upar uska koi right nahi rahega (he will have no right on me after tomorrow).
She tired to open it but she failed. The ring was sticking to her like a second skin. After several attempts she gave up.
**
Pacing in his room remembering his and khushi's encounter few minutes ago was making him suffocate. He undid his second button and drank a glass full of water. But it did not help him much.
He decided to go for a drive to get some fresh air hoping it will calm him down and divert his thoughts.
He opened his drawer and took the car keys and marched outside his room. Decending down the stairs he met dadi in the pathway.
Dadi tried to ask him where he is going but without answering her he just increased his pace and walked towards the main door.
He was just about to open the door when somelse opened it from the other side and in the process the door hit arnav's forehead.
The impact was really hard. He immediately started bleeding. In anger Arnav just grabbed the worker's collar to lash out. But seeing the scared state of the worker he just controlled his anger and released him.
Dadi came running towards Arnav and held him by his shoulder. Arnav waved dadi's hand and tried to go out.
"No Arnav you cannot leave like this".
"Dadi please stop it. I am fine".
Dadi held his hand and pulled him inside the mansion.
"Pagal ho gaye ho kya?" (have you gone mad) "you are bleeding like hell".
Dadi tried to touch his wound. But Arnav held her hand.
"Please dadi I can manage. I am feeling suffocated in this house. I just want to go out for sometime".
"No way Arnav. Kal tumhari shaadi hai and if you go out like this then septic ho jayega. Aur aaj tumhara and Khushi ka engagement hai".
Arnav looked at dadi when she said "aaj tumhara aur Khushi ka engagement hai".
He widened his eyes and kept on looking at Dadi with his shocked expression.
"what? Why are you looking at me like this?"
"I am not getting engaged to Khushi, Dadi!"
Dadi shrugged her shoulder and said, "obviously. Why did you think I am reffering both of your engagement? Tum log dono ek hi din mangni kar rahe ho na. I just meant that".
Dadi succeed in gulping down her smile by shouting Khushi's name.
"Khushi bitiya! Khushi! Kahan reh gai yeh ladki? Lagta hai she is busy pampering herself for today's engagement".
"why are you calling her dadi?" Arnav looked other side not linking dadi's comment specially the pampering part that too for the engagement.
"well hamesha woh hi tumhare chot ka khayal karti ai hai na isiliye".
"haan dadi!"
Dadi saw a pale and lifeless Khushi standing on the behind her.
Khushi's eyes fell on Arnav who was sitting on the couch when dadi turned towards her.
She saw his forehead and immidately started getting panic attack. But she remained composed and gulped down her anxity. She did not want to show her worry for him any more.
Arnav looked at her once and was astonished to find him calm and quite. But inside on ly she knew what she was going through.
~FLASHBACK~
"Khushi beta! KHUSHI! Jaldi ayo beyta" dadi screamed.
Khushi saw dadi holding a 16 year old Arnav. Khushi rushed down the stairs hoping down two three steps at a time.
"Nannav! Dadi kya huya nannav ko?"
In no time she was beside him helping him to get settled on the sofa.
"Nannav! Kya huya?" khushi's eyes welled up seeing Arnav limping.
"Cricket khelte khelte woh gir gaya" (he fell down while playing cricket).
Arnav cursed dadi for telling this infront of Khushi. He felt a little humiliated getting exposed in this way.
Arnav thanked Khushi and asked her to leave. But Khushi being Khushi threw herself in a chocking hug and started crying bitterly.
"Nannav...why cant...you...take...care of...yourself?" she asked him sobbing.
She broke the hug and tried to pull up his track pants but Arnav held her hand and glared at her.
Khushi held his hand with the other hand and removed his hand from her hand.
Slowly she pulled up his track pants to find his sheen bone wounded badly.
That's it, ab dadi kisko sambhalta here Arnav is hurt so badly and wahan Khushi started crying madly seeing his wounds.
Khushi wiped her tears and ran towards arnav's room.
"Khushi! Khushi! Where are you going? Careful dear" dadi screamed behind her.
Khushi opened his drawer and got the first-aid box quickly.
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She tied her long hair in loose bun and opened the box to dress his wound.
"Ouch!" Arnav screamed in pain when the cotton dipped in antiseptic lotion touched his wound.
Khushi gasped feeling the same pain inside her and immediately started blowing on his leg closing her eyes.
Arnav gazed her worried face and tried to gulp down the lump formed seeing her state. He wanted to touch his head and console her but he did not due to his ego and his preconceived notion.
She slowly picked up her lashes and looked at him making a puppy face. Softly she asked "is it still burning?"
Seeing her eyes filled with tears that too for him made him weak, "not anymore" he answered.
She gave him a weak smile and completed dressing the wound.
Finishing his bandage she jumped on him and kissed his cheeks, "take care" she said and ran to her room blushing furiously.
Before Arnav could protest her kiss, she was seen no-where near him.
~FLASHBACK ENDS~
"Khushi! Ab wahan khari kyun hai? Chal sheetal ko phon laga abhi". (now why are you standing there? Call sheetal immediately)
Khushi's gaze shifted to Arnav who was not directly looking at Khushi trying to read her mind.
Khushi slid her hand inside her pocket and took her cellphone out.
"Dadi, why you want to call her? Nothing has happened to me and please for god sake I am not a kid"
"Arnav! What happened? OMG! You are bleeding"
Nani and dadi looked across their shoulder and found Sheetal standing right near the door.
"arrey sheetal bitiya, achha huya tum aagai" (its good that you have come)
"see what happened", dadi gestured sheetal to come in.
Sheetal stood right beside Khushi and said "Oh god Arnav why don't you all call a doctor? How can you guys be so casual?"
Khushi was about to leave the place when Arnav said "sheetal when you don't know something then you should first try to know then comment on anything".
"Nahi Arnav beta, seetal sahi kehe rahi hai" (what she is saying is right)
"Nani, mujhe itni bhi chot nahi lagi hai ki mujhe doctor ko bulana pare".
"but then you should atleast clean your wound and dress it up" sheetal said.
"you are right sheetal, whu don't you dress his wound. After all you have to take care of him tomorrow onwards".
Khushi's tears did not go unnoticed by Arnav. She quickly brushed her fingers on the cheeks cleverly so that no one can see it. But aisa kabhi nahi hua hai ki Khushi roye aur Arnav ko para na chale. (there was no instance where Arnav did not get to know that Khushi cried).
"no dadi, please I cant. I faint seeing blood. And I am not an expert in all these. Arnav I think we should call a doctor right now. And more over when he is saying that it is not that critical I think he can handle it himself. I just came here to drop khushi's engagement outfit. I took mine from AR and just wanted to drop it here".
Sheetal handed over khushi's engagement dress to her and said, "erm! I have to leave right now love got an appointment in the parlour. Please take care of yourself". With that she leaned and kissed him on his cheeks".
The time she planted the kiss on his cheeks both Arnav and Khushi couldnot control but to exchange looks.
**
Khushi was about to leave the place when Arnav got up from the sofa and furiously walked towards his room.
"Arnav beta! Listen to me". But Arnav walked too far listen to dadi.
He angrily slammed the door after berging inside his room.
**
Few minutes later
Dadi came inside and sat beside Arnav. He was resting his head on the headboard.
"dadi please abhi aap disturb mat karo" (don't disturb me)
"Dadi looked at her angry grandson and called Khushi".
Arnav opened his eyes and looked at the door. She was standing heads down as if she was counting how many of floor tiles are there inside his room.
He looked the other way and sighed.
"Khushi bitiya har baar ki tarha aaj bhi tu hi karde iska dressing" (let always even today you do the dressing)
Arnav did not look at Khushi he was still looking the other side.
Dadi once again asked Khushi to come and do the dressing but Khushi stood rooted at her place near the door. Dadi very well know after that ugly day Arnav asked her not to enter his room and from that day onwards she was barred to entered his room.
"dadi, please ask him whether he wants me to do his dressing or not" Khushi said in a painful voice.
Arnav shot a look at her and replied gritting his teeth "let it be dadi, I don't want it".
Khushi's heart stopped beating when he rejected her. She turned once again to leave but dadi stopped her. "Khushi, just look at his state. Tu to janti hai issey chahe kitna bhi dard ho yeh kabhi nahi bolega. Aur isse tera hi dressing humesha se pasand hai". (you know it very well that no matter now much pain he is having he will never say it to anybody and he preffers your dressing)
Khushi stole a glance at him and said "but dadi he used to prefer he might not prefer now right? People changes in due course of time and so does their likings".
"dadi please ask her to leave. I cant bear it anymore" he winced in pain while telling this.
"and if she is having so much of a problem coming inside my room because I have asked her not to once then I have nothing to say. Its her choice what she wants to".
"tum log dono apna cat fight kab band karoge? Waise bhi kal to yeh jaa hi rahi hai to bhagwan ke liye tumlog do din bina jhagra karke thoda ghul milke reh nehe sakte? (when will you both stop fighting?   In anycase she will be leaving tomorrow. Cant you guys stay without fighting with each other)
Khushi looked at Arnav painfully while arnav closed his eyes.
Dadi walked out of his room leaving Arnav on the bed and Khushi near the door.
There was a brief silence for few minutes after which Arnav said "bohot dard ho raha hai" (its paining a lot).
He did not know by that what he meant. Did he mean that his wound is paining or his heart.
Khushi took a step forwards and entered his room. The room where she loved spending time. The bed on which she slept on dadi's lap spending sleepless night taking care of Arnav when was unwell. The same cupboard from where she stole 100 bucks everyday from his wallet to have golgappas. The same recliner where she always found Arnav sleeping with his mouth open.
She felt nostalgic and tears started beaming out from her big eyes.
She came near and sat beside Arnav and finally their eyes met. Arnav could easily make out that she was fighting with herself inside.
"first Aid box?" she asked.
"jahan tum rakhti thi" he replied looking straight towards her.
Khushi leaned and opened the drawer to take the first aid box.
She opened the box and slowly picked up her lashes to see his wound. She couldnot control anymore she picked her hand touched his wound with her finger.
He gasped in pain so did she looking at his state.
"dekh ke nahi chal sakte ho? Why cant you take care of yourself and you say you are a grown up and you can take care of yourself? aise rakkhoge apna khayal? And what kind of people you have got? Cant they see and then get in?
"Kitna….khoo…" she chocked seeing the stream of blood still rolling down along his temple.
"oon…nikal raha hai (so much blood is coming out).
She cleaned his blood and started applying anticeptic cream on the effected area.
Arnav was only seeing her through out without blinking his eyes. How she always cried seeing him in pain and how opposite he was, he never left any opportunity to give her pain.
She was aware of his gaze on him but she ignored it. She herself was falling weak due to their close proximity.
Putting the bandage and sticking the cotton on the wound she closed the first aid box.
"erm! you are done"
She was about to get up when he held her hand and pulled her towards him making her fall on his lap.
"pura nahi huya hai" (its not completed)
Khushi looked at him with wide eyes.
He gazed her lips making her understand what he wanted.
Khushi slowly craned her neck and kissed his forehead first cupping his face with one hand. He closed his eyes feeling her warm lips on his forehead.
She slowly pressed her lips on his cheeks and whispered, "take care".
Looking down she wanted to get up from his lap when he fisted her hair holding it near her ear and pulled her towards him.
He gazed her parted lips and slowly leaned to claim it.
Both could feel their hot breath kissing each other, their lips quivering in anticipating.
Their lips were inches apart when he saw her closing her eyes…

Sunday, 20 January 2013

Arshi FF ~FORBIDDEN DESIRE~ (UL II) Chap 03



Chap 03

Engagement Ring

She threw herself on the bed and started crying bitterly.
"pehle Arnav, aura b dadi" (first Arnav then dadi) she thought hurtfully and covered her face with her pillow and started shadding her tears furiously.
Arnav who was walking towards her room, could here her inner cry and her external scream suppressed under the pillow, taken a back started walking slowing in his tracks clutching the ring which he took from dadi after few arguments back in her room.
Lately, Arnav always knocked her room whenever he entered after she was back from UK, but today he just couldnot resist himself and barged inside her room slamming the door open.
No matter how much he wanted to visit her, but his ego, his hatred also stopped him. He was in a way guilty because he himself asked her not to enter his room ever before she left for UK and when she obeyed his words after coming back from UK, he just couldnot make himself to enter her room anymore.
But today, he was missing something terribily. He did not know what. His eyes were continuously searching her hazal brown ones.
That twinkle which he always noted every morning on the breakfast table.
Her fussing over his breakfast menu.
~FLASHBACK~
"Good morning Dadi" anrav came towards the dinning table holding his jacket and kissed dadi on her head, sideways before making his move towards his plate grabbing his chair.
"TADA! Arrnu! Here goes your freshly prepared orange juice".
Arnav rolled his eyes and took a bread from the bread holder and took a bite
Khushi gasped and held his hand, Arnav glared at her and made a disgusted face "Now what Khushi? Why cant you let me eat piecefully every morning? Tumhara yeh naatak kab band hoga?" (when will you stop poking your nose)
"aisa mat kaho" Khushi frowned and pouted big time purposely trying to pout more and more cutey (don't say like that)
"meye itna pyaar se breakfast banati hoon tumhare liye, inaam to door ki baat hai, ek thanks tak tumhara muh se nahi nikalta laad governer kahin ka" (I have made breakfast for you so lovingly and you forget about awarding me, you don't even thank me". She took the bread from his hand and placed on her plate.
"what dadi? Cant you ask her to stay away from me subha subha?"
Dadi how was used to the same dialogues and same scenes in the morning murmured "hmm!" and concentrated back on her newspaper.
"Aaj meine pancakes banaya hai tumhare liye" Khushi excitedly placed the pancakes in front of him and poured some honey as a topping".
Arnav wondered, "when will this female stop learning to make my favourtie dishes". It sometimes become too embarrassing for Arnav to even have those food prepared by Khushi after bad mouthing her always.
"Ab pancake ko to aankh se nahi khatey hai na? eat it before it becomes cold". Khushi threw her apron on her seat which was obviously just beside Arnav and rested her chubby cheeks on her palm, keeping her elbow on the table.
She waited until Arnav dejectedly cut a small piece of soft pancake and scoped it dipping in honey. Her eyes became big and excited when Arnav finally put the first piece in his mouth.
"Kaisa hai?"
Arnav chewed a little and looked at her "delicious" he mentally told himself. How on the earth can she make such an amazing food every time, every recipie, every cuisine.
Arnav rolled his eyes and replied a "hmm" in his low voice.
Khushi excitedly got up and kissed his cheeks "thank you thank you thank you" she repeated hugging him from sideways making dadi nod her head giving them a you-guys-are-totally-crazy look.
Arnav chocked his food and started coughing. Khushi soothed his back and handed over the orange juice and made him drink it from her hand.
"Khushi!" he gritted his teeth in anger and flaired his nose
Khushi immediately placed her palm in front of him and like a policeman and said "janti hoon janti hoon".
Arnav gave her a confused look and asked "what?"
"yahi ki, don't kiss me Khushi, I don't like it" with that she kissed him once again and disappeared to the kitchen to bake some more pancakes and give it to him".
~FLASHBACK ENDS~
"hamesha usko kaise pata chalta tha ki mujhe uska banaya huya khana achha lagta tha? Maybe just like me how I can make out when she is upset or crying". He chuckled. "mostly I am the reason for her sadness.
He saw the tiny form practically curled like a ball, digging her head inside the pillow.
He could not see her face yet. He tried to enter when she screamed, "STOP".
Arnav who was about to put his foot forward stopped in his track and tried to crane his neck to see her face once.
He could make out her chocked voice through the pillow.
"Please leave….." sobs….."me…….alone Mr. Raizada".
His heart thumped hearing "Mr Raizada" from her. She is never called him by that name. where is her "arrnu" gone?he wondered frowning.
"I SAID LEAVE" she screamed again making him go mad this time.
He furiously walked towards her and grabbed her hand and in one jerk he made her sit on the bed.
He immediately froze looking at her state. Her red puffy eyes, her nose, which has turned red due to continuous crying. Her face turned pale and swelled up.
His expression immediately mellowed done seeing her like that. No matter how much he hurt her but she never cried like this. Only one day being an exception.
"what do you want know?" she asked in a chocked voice.
"please leave my room Mr. Raizada, please leave me alone for god sake" she cried bitterly.
Arnav grabbed her shoulder and jerked her in anger "who are you to ask me to leave the room? Are you forgetting that this house belongs to me? Let.me.make.it.very.clear.to.you.khushi, this is not your house and it was never yours so you have no right to dismiss me in my house".
He could see some more silent tears rolling down her cheeks.
She got up from the bed and opened the cupboard.
Dragging her suitcase out she threw it on the bed and unzipped it.
She walked towards the cupboard and took out all her clothes and stuffed in inside the suitcase.
"what the hell are you trying to do Khushi? What are you creating a scene damn it?" Arnav tried to talk to her whom he thought have just lost it.
She went inside the bathroom and took all her cosmetics and stuffed it again.
She again went towards the cupboard and opened the drawer. She silently picked up her drawing book and when she was about to keep it inside the suitcase, he held her hand.
She tried to wave off his hand but in the process all the lose papers just came out from the drawing book and flew everywhere on the floor.
Arnav was shocked to notice his pictures everywhere. Not that he did not know that she was obsessed with him and to this extent was unimaginable.
"when did she do all these?" he wonder. His hormones couldnot help but to spread the warmth inside his body. The feeling which he never wanted to experience. The feeling that he always avoided when it came to Khushi. The feeling to getting weak on his knees. The feeling, which was uncontrollable. The feeling which was unstoppable. The feeling which spreaded in his entire body whenever she did the tinest things for him.
Khushi wiped her tears and sat on the floor to collect those sketches.
Arnav saw her kneeling down on the floor and collecting those beautiful sketches. He never know his eyes were so mesmerizing until he saw him on those piece of paper.
Arnav went down on his knees and started picking up some sketches one by one, having a detailed look on each one of them. The texture, the line, the depth of the stokes, his expressions, etc.
She had captured his each and every emotions beautifully in each and every eyes she has drawn. He wondered what expression did she miss to deliver on the paper.
His trance broke when Khushi snatched those papers from his hand and got up from the floor.
Straightening himself he tried to talk to her "Khushi!"
"Please Mr Raizada, I don't want to talk about this".
Arnav was too mesmerized to react at that moment to be honest.
"Please check this room and let me know if I have left anything here which belongs to me" Khushi looked directly in his eyes and questioned him.
"I have packed everything which is mine and ya, do check whether I have stolen anything from this Raizada mansion or not. And ya trust me I would not feel bad if your securities checks my bags when I will finally leave your house.
The word "your" never pinched him before the way it did now. He knew he is the one who made her say like this.
There was a silence all over the room.
Arnav looked at the suitcase and looked back to her. "are you sure you are talking everything that belongs to you?"
Khushi looked at her stuffs and realized, actually whatever she took it doesnot belongs to her directly. every damn thing of hers is bought with his money. Her dresses, her cosmetics, her necessities everything. There is nothing which she can call or claim as hers. Including herself.
Khushi sat on the bed feeling dejected and sad when he said "the ring"
Khushi turned her face sideways and looked at the ring. Her eyes focused on the the ring having a blue image of Arnav behind. Slowly he trasfered her gaze towards anrav.
"this ring belongs to you" Arnav said flatly before placing it on the table.
"this ring doesnot belong to me just like other things in this house". She said firmly.
"I don't want any argument on this Khushi, just take it and do.not.fuss".
"no mr Raizada, I will not take it. You have forced me enough. I am not a doll" a tear slipped.
"I said no more arguments" Arnav stepped towards her.
Khushi stood up and turned the other way "I will not take this".
"Why? Just because I am buying sheetal new and much more expensive ring that's why?"
Khushi felt disgusted and threw a disgusted look towards Arnav.
"don't look at me like that". He inched closer to her.
"Take.the.ring".
"No"
He grabbed her shoulder and dug his fingers.
"TAKE" he looked straight into her eyes.
"NO"
"Fine, it looks like you are determined, but don't forget the person in front of whom you are standing, Arnav.singh.Raizada is my name and I can get anything done jo  bhi than leta hoon.
With that he picked her hand and slid the ring in her ring finger.
She winced in pain when he did that. The ring was pretty tight to get fitted in her finger. But Arnav forcibly slid the ring.
She immediately looked up in his eyes and got all lost in their moment.
Arnav gazed the ring, which adored her finger. It did not even looked so perfect in his mom's fingers like it is looking in her finger.
Slowly he looked at her eyes and then to her quivering lips.
The reality hit him, he just now got engaged with Khushi, whether he accepts it or not. He did slid his khandani (ancestral) ring in her finger. but why he did that he did not know. What made him so mad that he did such a stupid thing according to him. He knew he cannot undo the thing anymore. He closed his eyes and turned the other side. Without uttering a single word he wlaked towards the door.
He stopped and turned to see his Khushi still standing glued at the same place. "I don't want any drama, tonight. Chup chap taiyar hoke aajana time pe".